I don’t think I’m ready to give up the sleeping pills just yet. I’ve got lots of justifications:
- I only take a small dose
- I don’t seem to have any serious adverse affects after all of these years (other than being addicted to them!
- I’m miserable with perimenopause (anxiety, mood swings, and insomnia). Is now really a good time to try this?
Okay, well, I guess I only have three justifications, but there good ones. Do I feel like a failure? Yeah, I guess I do. There’s a lot going on in my mind AND body these days. One more stress on top of it just sucks.
I guess I’ll keep trying to at least keep the dose as low as possible. That’s the best that I can do right now.